People think I have moved on but I am not sure I ever will! I made the choice for him to go in peace. Anyway, thanks for reading. We kept our spouses' memories alive and celebrated everything with their families also. I don't think I'll ever get over this, but I do know that this too shall pass. My husband James passed Jan. 6 he was my life I don't know what to do. It's hard to sleep. I lost my wife 22 years ago. We decided to sell our house to travel. I will never forget him he was the love of my life and I adored him. I have found there is no bargaining with the past and accepted that life and death are random. The hardest thing I had to do was come home and tell our children, 16 &18, that their dad is never coming home. She very rudely told me they don't do beds with rails because it's considered a form or restraint. I still feel the pain and the heartache. My love and partner for the last 12 years just passed away on May 16, 2022, at just 31 years old due to complications with end stage renal failure. He had a stroke and a massive bleed on his brain. Tomorrow would be the 2nd month that my husband passed away, 19 days after being diagnosed with liver cancer. I cry and don't even realize I am. Will I ever stop wanting him to be with me?| I just don't know how I will survive without him. I pray to GOD that he will get me very soon so that I can be reunited with my husband again. It is devastating and people don't know how to help. I can't seem to, as they say "get a life" yet. He passed in his sleep. We had 4 living children. I know God has his reasons as to why our time was so short together. I cry my silent tears. My husband passed away July 8, 2016, from mini strokes that gave him dementia at 63 years old. I started with one hour at a time and have progressed to one day at a time. His absence will never be quenched. He was diagnosed in April with cancer, stage 4. Trusted him to not leave me or hurt or carelessly shove me aside. I say this saying and this is how I feel. My best friend, who was my husband, died 4 weeks ago and was buried 2 weeks ago. I miss him a lot. I just recently lost my husband of 4 years. Passing through the hall. My remaining son and I just stood there and cried. 6. BUT I can't get over the emptiness or the loneliness I feel without him by my side. I lost my fianc January 4,2014. It hurts. I lost my wonderful wife, best friend, lover, and support system on August 9 to lung cancer that had gone to her brain. I believe I will see him again one day. Missing your lover poems It feels so lonely without you, Without you I feel so blue Your presence made me smile Your habits irked me, But those were the cute moments I remember to thee Please come back soon I miss you a lot! Cherish all the memories you had together. I know I still have a long way to go. I'm so sorry for the loss of your husband. He went to work and never came home. It's all I think about and it won't stop. Heartache. This is what happened with my soul mate and me. Anne Spiller, I Am Not That Strong By His words echo in my mind, and I feel like his wisdom resonates in my heart. He had a GI doctor, and they just kept giving him different stomach meds to try. No signs other than a bad back for months. My life just came crashing down. I'm sorry for your loss. Palliative care have been amazing. I pray all who are going through this get peace. But I do try to keep my head to God and have faith that he will see us through!!! I know this is an old post, but I found it, and I feel the same way. Michael molded a handprint statute of their hands together and crying tonight with Michael on the phone and said, "I still can't believe your father is gone." I am so sorry for your loss. We were in shock. I, like you, miss hearing his voice. So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself T Tamara Young Eulogy Quotes Motivational Quotes Inspirational Quotes The silence is deafening to my ears. Everything was fine. He was a great, honest man who I was blessed to have in my life. Until then Ill love him every day and remember the moments we shared. I feel him everywhere. I used to read stories like I am reading here and think to myself I can't imagine ever having to live my life without my soulmate and love of my life. We have no little ones so I'm left alone, fighting alone. My life hard with out him. He passed at 71, and I'm only 49. I fought to get my husband a bed with rails when he entered a long-term care facility his final weeks. My husband passed away in 2011 and I am trying my best to do what everybody expects of me. There are times I feel a little better, but I start driving to the store and suddenly I'm crying so loud, wishing he was with me! He had seen his doctor with a cough and was told it was a sinus infection. He also had "restless leg syndrome," but the hospital said it was federal law that they could not leave all bed rails up. Nights are so lonely, so quiet. I lost my husband not even a month ago on April 7, 2020. All our friends said we had a 'forever love'. Had dinner, he ate so good - we were shocked. This lemonade stand is closed. At least nothing helps mine. The loneliness surrounds me; I was 59. We prospered and moved out of our house after 30 years of making memories for country living. Some minutes I just don't know how I am going to do this. He came into the hospital for a diagnostic procedure and died 3 weeks later. I don't know what else to say.I just want him back so much! We would have celebrated are 20 year wedding day Jan. 25. I cry alone, at night because no one wants to hear I am not doing ok..thank you for sharing ladies, it is comforting knowing I am not alone. I feel my life is over. Oh hell, where and how can I move on? She was truly the center of the family. I'm so heartbroken. He spent 18 of those months being miserable on chemotherapy and decided to stop treatment at the end of December. Everyone's journey is unique, and time doesn't heal all wounds. I cry my silent tears. He was my rock, and I depended on him as he did me! Can't help but feel guilty. It was always as I would tell everyone my proudest achievement as we hit another anniversary. I can't explain the sorrow I feel. I am lost and sad and walk around in a daze most of the time. How the hell can you say that? I miss you so much! I just want to be with him but I'm too afraid to kill myself because I'm afraid I'll go to hell and never be able to be with him again. I'm not really sure how to feel or act. I can't put into words how much he meant to me and our children and how much we miss him. He was my world and he is still my world. I miss him terribly and it hurts. My husband was unresponsive when they got him at the Hospital, Doctors came out to tell me that he passed away. November of 2017 we traveled the 73 miles to see the doctor. He would not have done as well if I had died. God bless you and give you comfort in the days ahead. He was my world and my friend. One foot in front of the other & try to smile! I often go and walk along the beach and think of him. After a 15 month battle with melanoma, God called my husband home on December 19, 2012. "Afterglow" by Helen Lowrie Marshall. My fiance passed just 3 weeks ago. But they did not. The silence is deafening. When we were together, we were always physically touching each other. With one year until retirement, on June 18, 2015, my wife was diagnosed with ALS. As most of you have said no one, absolutely no one understands the pain I or any of us feel. I, too, lost my soul mate April 28th 2017 in our home. I'm really not sure if this pain can heal. I still expect to wake up and this will all be the worst nightmare I've ever had. We were over the moon happy to get to find love again. I had never been married, he gave me the self confidence in myself to excel in my profession. I know my Stephen was my everything. He went to the hospital to have a hernia removed. The end of life was expected, but the pain seems worse now that she is gone. I'm sorry for your loss. I learnt so much from him as we got married when I was only 18 and he 22. No one informed us of what happen to him until we found it from our family phone tracker. We share the same pain. I miss him so much. Even now after over 3 years, I still suffer from losing her. A perfect way to hold on to special memories of" Mum Poems Sister Quotes Yoga Quotes Some say you will get over it, well if you haven't lost a loved one close to you, you will never get over it. Hugs to you. This is now my retirement. I am devastated also. Our son just turned 12, exactly five months from his death on the 13th of this month. The pain never goes away it just becomes more bearable with time. Talk about a "double whammy!" Then the cancer came and took my best friend. I'm not well, and my son cares for the best he can! He was the love of my life. Grief And Loneliness After Losing A Spouse I sit alone now in the darkness of despair. I guess I came here to seek help in some way or just to talk to others who've been through the same thing. They tell me to be strong for the children, which I do. He was most of my life, so now I am just this empty shell. I still have our marriage certificate application stamped by the County of Sonoma waiting for us to turn it in when we got officiated. Hi, my husband passed 02/13/2017, and since then my life will never be the same. I miss you so much. That will never happen, I am so in love with my husband and don't ever want that to change. My son was the one who found his dad. If ever wife was happy in a man, Compare with me, ye women, if you can. My husband passed away 4 months ago on his way back from business trip. My heart is just broken, and I'll never get over this. He began asking me who I am. I lost my husband of almost 25 years on 2/12/19. But I really miss him, and our 14 year old is having such a hard time. My poor soul wife got 2 months of it. 48 Missing my husband Poems ranked in order of popularity and relevancy. Paul died 6 weeks ago. I cry driving, showering, and anything else. Functioning in everyday life is excruciating pain inside my soul, which also includes the continuing pain I deal with in my back. <3 Reply by Mcgeorge Bsure 4 years ago I AM SO EMPTY INSIDE. We have two children. Hello everyone, My name is Erika And I lost My Elliot, the love of my life on August 17th 2012 at 2:55 pm it was a Friday 4 days away from what would have been our 9th wedding anniversary. Love and miss you, Kevin. Can one really make lemonade out of the lemon of losing a husband? I feel so lost and alone. I miss him so dearly. His daughters have made this transition very hard, and I am thankful for my children. Read Complete Poem Stories 177 Cry not for me. I wish I was with him. If I could change this law that could help just 1 person, it would be worth it. I began to pack up his things and next thing I knew a bed with rails came squeaking down the hall! He was someone who truly loved me and my daughter. Three months after my husband passed away, (March 27, 2016) our cocker spaniel passed away as well. Life was wonderful and safe with him. I miss you when your gone away. We have no child either. I work because I have no other choice, but everyone says I look terrible. If ever two were one, then surely we. He stole my heart. He died at home with me and our youngest daughter at his side. .. a love that deep and strong can never be gone. We had high hopes for her recovery. Thank you for this wonderful poem. I miss him so much. He pulled off the shoulder of the highway to secure a metal crate on the back of our pickup. Will the pain ever go away. He was enjoying the life. I am still in great grief. I turned on the light and tried to wake him up but he stopped breathing. I lost my husband 2 years ago after nearly 50 years of marriage. Kill yourself when you are depressed? I'm ready to join him. We had a good, solid marriage. Today I fare-welled him in a beautiful service. It's so hard trying to maintain and figure out what to do day by day Jan 2nd will mark the 2nd year anniversary of the death of my beloved husband. 8) Missing my husband Has become my hobby These days he never Spends any time with me I try to kill time While he is at work, busy I want him to know That I miss him terribly 9) I don't just miss you When you are at office I miss you even when I want a sweet kiss I don't just miss you When I have nothing to do Of you I am reminded When I am blue My grief is so raw. My husband died after surgery, when that didn't have to be the outcome. I had to keep living for our sons, but inside part of me died with my husband. We miss you every second of every day. I started CPR and called 911- they tried to shock him several times but were unable to revive him. I miss him a lot, more than anyone knows. Now it's silent. I never had a support group to speak to anyone about losing my husband and what I've been through, but I feel like this helps. Grief has no timeframe and will go on as long as it wants. My husband died 17 years ago today. He was the most loving compassionate man I had ever met. I had been taking care of him more than 10 years. I lost my husband to murder. He was my son's best friend who was diagnosed with autism at the age of 5, and my daughters hero!!!! As most of you have said no one, absolutely no one understands the pain I or any of us feel The saying "If one hadn't loved so deeply one would not grieve" gives me comfort in my grief. You are young and you will find love again. It's hard for them to understand. After numerous tests and extras, we were told the pain in his should was the least of his problems - that he was in stage four lung cancer and had less than 2 months to live. I stay up all night because I just don't want to lay without him there beside me. I just want to say sorry for your loss. Nothing helps to relieve your pain. Ty thoughts are with you. It will take a long time before anything will come about. I took him home and had hospice in our house. He was 43 years old. He was a very good father and loving Husband. I really don't want to live without my baby. I was young but wise. May 11, 2022 - Explore Victoria Smith's board "Missing my husband", followed by 226 people on Pinterest. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him & imagine what life could be if he was still here. They have their lives. We loved each other from first sight, and still to the end. Any thoughts would be great. Poems About Missing Someone: The Wind is Blowin' - Charles Badger Clark When You Go - Jessie Belle Rittenhouse How It Used To Be - Melanie Edwards Sonnet 106 - Sir Philip Sidney Love - Pablo Neruda Absence - Mary Robinson Every Moment Heart Song Famous Missing You Poems These are examples of famous Miss You poems written by famous poets. I am sad, depressed, angry, devastated, miserable, lonely - sometimes I don't leave my house for days. I can't seem to leave the house except to go to the store when necessary. My world came crashing down. We were married 15 years, and he was 38 years old. The devastation I felt is indescribable - a black hole I just couldn't see my way out of. I remember holding Paul's hand till he took his last breath. Nothing said has ever made me feel better about the sudden death of my husband who was also a father of our 3 young children. I have never felt so broken and out of harmony with every other living thing. He just walked around the corner to assist me and heard someone hurling slurs at me. I miss him so much. We were supposed to grow old together. I am just so lost without him. I cry all the time. I lost my husband on March 6 of 2015. Now I dread each day. We watched a movie and he talked with our daughter. I cannot believe the agony and sadness of losing a spouse. Now I have a spiritual relationship with him. Breathe. I know he wouldn't want me to be crying and so lost, so I try each day to be strong, remembering all that we did, our laughs, holding onto all the memories we created.thank you for this platformit's 11:51pm eastern time, and as usual, I can't sleep because he is always on my mind. I miss him so much. I'm trying to be the great pretender so others think all is okay. I didn't even know he had mini strokes and was in the first stage of dementia. This spoke to me so much because the reason I married him was partly because of how safe I felt around him. I lost my husband 2 years ago. Like one who has had a limb removed, you constantly reach for the phantom lover. People tell me I should get "over it". Then at around 7:30 p.m. he was ready to go home. I'm now 29 with a 9 year old son (who looks just like his dad) and a 7 year old daughter. I just keep praying for justice and then maybe I can see the light of continuing life without him. Family was great in the beginning but now it seems to bother them. He took 1 good breath and another then one tear, another breath and he was gone. He never got to ride, so I told him be careful, see you later. I tried to save him to no avail, An aortic aneurysm took his life within minutes. I miss him every minute of every day and I know life will never ever be the same. He loved her. I have my empty house where I call out her name and ask her, "Where are you? I lost my husband six months ago on a day like today and this this is exactly how I feel. I miss fixing his lunch. I lost my wonderful husband, Brian, on November 22, 2013. You see, he was widowed when we met and I was divorced. He was always there, unchanging, my rock. Sunday will be the first anniversary with him gone and his birthday too! I Miss You Poems Thinking of You Poems When someone you love has left you there is a feeling of missing a part of yourself. There are no words to describe this pain. Yes, I have 4 older grown up children and grandchildren, but still I am alone. I prize thy love more than whole Mines of gold. I do still feel truly empty, lost, and I can't stop my tears in the public or with my friends. It's says everything in my heart ..and more!! I don't know how to move on from this. I will never get over my loss and I look forward to the day I am reunited with him in heaven. We were one. My husband died just 2 weeks ago on February 11. I miss him so much. I am now all alone in this strange county I called home. A man can no longer expect to be the breadwinner, and come home to a set table with a five course dinner and his pipe prepared next to his easy chair. I still need him! We were never apart for more than a few days the entire 22 years. That was the most painful part of my life. He was recuperating. But it happened quicker than anyone could have guessed; hospice hadn't finished their paperwork. Three years later I think I will try going to a support group again, otherwise I feel I might lose my mind. I still wear my wedding ring and I am living on but I just don't fit in anywhere anymore. Just waiting for God to call me to be with my love again. The copyright of all poems on this website belong to the individual authors. I can't bear this pain, but I will if someone can promise me that he will be there waiting when my time comes. I feel for you, and reading all these posts helps me see I am not the only one who is going out of my mind. We had just retired and bought a beautiful home! He passed away July 1, 2006. He was killed while at work. Xx. Don't forget about it. Never once did he complain about pain. The first night I went to see him there after a few hours after his transition from a major hospital. Splitting into two. How much I miss you. Our two kids, ages four and six, and I are in need of prayer, peace, and understanding.